...would take away my camera and grant me life sentence in some hell hole of a jail because I'm a fucking idiot.
I just WAITED through THE best picture of this autumn. You know the one that has a different angle, kick-ass composition and an interesting focus? And to top it all off, pretty much the best exposure, iso and other settings I've ever pulled off? So basically the kind of picture I've never taken before. It would also would have captured how much I improved (or in this case, didn't since the pic doesn't actually exist because like a dumb-ass lowlife amature that i am, i didn't press the fucking button...) and how my style changed in a year, what i am aiming for now...

The damn truck not only slowed down for me just in the right place, it stoped in the perfect place, so i didn't have to move around, all i had to do was press the fucking button...!!! and i didn't i wanted to get a clean pic, without any civilised crap in it. and then when the car was pretty much gone, the image that i've seen through the camera actually reached my brain, i've been kicking myself ever since. because i fucking earned it.

the only damn reason why i come out with this half-decent stuff sometimes is because i've been blessed with an amazing camera. my nikon d60 actually sets the level of lowness i can achieve. shit. my space 'hotographers/posers' would probably do better than me if they had a camera like that.

yeah, i deserve to be shot or something...

and yeah, don't stop me from banging my head off the damn table. i can only increase my iq that way, i mean i can't go any fucking lower...