is all I need.

But I have lots to tell you before that.
I turned 18 today. I'm very under-excited considering everything. I should be totally hyped, right? Like feel some meaning in today... Yeah... Maybe I am feeling meaning, but not because of the birthday. Like Yeah, it was fun when my parents whisked me away the second I got home, and I had no idea where we're going. I wasn't even sure we were doing anything tonight. I mean I only got back fro college at 6pm.

Anyway, I'll be quick because my fingers are getting tangled-i'm this tired. hell knows how many mistakes this is going to have... i just gave up on the capitals-too much effort to reach for shit button.
So college have been great. I'm switching my degree to finance and economis (probably) so i could get some law, I'd be minoring in law, because as of today, I'm fascinated by it.
And I meant two people among evryone i really connected with. You know when you feel like you've known them for something like a year? yeah, that's the feeling i'm talking about. And anyone who brings up things like the stock market, economy, politics, the ignorance and power of u.s.a., their politics etc etc etc is pretty much extraordinary. well having a full on interesting conversation on that and sharing opinions without any arogance or look-i-know-all-of-this-so-i'm-super-smart crap is amazing in my books. So yeah, i met a social activist today, who put his life's savings into the stock market. and a smart, funny, chatty, photography loving coffee addict.

This feels like home.

and a sky is closer to us here. what about heaven?

and i'm planning to do a social project for urban noise.
i was thinking about it for a while but after watching julie and julia i'm convinced. just what exactly should i do and document?

and i'm gonna buy a great cookbook. i don't cook enough.
friday night's are gonna be dinner a la moi from now on.

love you all,
passing out,but really happy,
Ruta.