Change is comming

I've been here for a while but things have changed over that year and a half, I changed, and I'm going in a different direction now.
I'm determined to get published, no matter how many years of hard work it takes me. I know its foolish and such but I have to try. That dream was at the back of my mind for years now, four, five, maybe more? After all I started my first novel, a detective thriller when I was around twelve. Lets just say the plot was not something a normal twelve year old should come up with... BUT it never went past the first five chapters, although I did have the whole thing perfectly planned. Still, it just shows how much I craved... to be heard.
That's one of the reasons why I set up ~armed-with-a-pen This gallery looks too clustered, too messy and not professional enough, you can't find my decent works. Even I have difficulty finding anything in that mess. So I was thinking of a major reorganising.
Originally, I though I would store my best Lit work on ~armed-with-a-pen and all best Visual on ~cadmium-hues BUT keeping two accounts up to date proved to be a challenge and ~cadmium-hues proved itself to be an utter, neglected failure. So what I though I could do is remove all the written pieces from public view, the main gallery and leave them here in one folder so all you could see was photography [mainly] unless you were looking for something specific.

I know I have went on for too long, and I'm sorry but what I really want to know is what you think of this idea and why exactly do you watch me to start with. So since, in a way, I do want to do what you'd like, what do you think I should do with this?

Oh, and it might sound like I don't pay much attention to photography from all this 'getting published is my lifetime dream' talk but it is very important to me too. And I will be doing it, probably till the die I die, knowing the odds. But I realise that no matter how much I improve I won't make it with my camera and it doesn't matter that much what I think about it. Nonetheles its a passion, I'm not going to give up, and you'll be seeing a lot of photography from me, hopefully on this account.

To do list:

Catch up on all art trades and requests.
6 word story contest entry.[3 of JULY]
Finish making that handbag [70% done]
Edit and post photoshoot pics. [Editing: 80% Posting: about 10% done]
Organise the next shoot with Jason and get a day off work.
Get weather forecast for next week [Dublin, Vilnius and Kaunas]
Start practising guitar & violin.
Record the music for Alanna
Do the next chapter of 'Between the Lines'
Prod Dan about Judging so I could release full results!!